The Fame. Part 1.I closed my eyes, and hoped not to see you.But no, wherever I may be, you're here too.Just what I didn't want. Just what was the exact opposite of what I wanted.I opened one eye cautiously.I was alone.The window was open, the wind was cold outside.But I have not stepped up.I never closed the window.I didn't want too.You were not there anyway.You were not there anyway to haunt me.But still, I felt betrayed.You left me.And I all I remember of you was your words.Your beautiful words.You left me all alone with your words.A story that is heard.Without you by my side.I'm afraid. Damn it .. I cry. This empty space, the open window.Everything. Like everything reminded of you. A large room without nobody in.I still know how it all began. But now it's late.You left me only words, and in this words I hide. A secret.As I do not even know. I wish you were here - but still not. I felt very small.Small and unmeaningfull.I just wanted to have you here with me.